I believe life could be harder

I live such a comfy life it is absolutely ridiculous!! no i do not have the nicest house, no i do not have the fastest car, i do not have a twitter, and no i do not have an iPhone. but gosh things could be so much harder. I live at my parents house and do not pay rent, But i keep hearing about parents just kicking there kids out and the kids can't afford a place to live so they live on the street. I was born in a very fortunate family, not to say we have a lot of money because we don't, but just a family that doesn't fight(much) i have a father that loves my mom and is willing to do anything to support his family, but I could have been born an orphan never knowing my true parents always being moved from foster home to foster home, never knowing true love. I am a very fortunate guy and i recognize this. My life is so blessed it is absolutely ridiculous and it is nothing I've done which is why its so amazing! if it was by what I've done i would probably be in some ditch dying from laziness.

Another day in the life of Tim

Tuesday
At 7:00am my alarm clock sounded, snooze
At 7:10am alarm clock sounded snooze
At 7:20am  alarm clock sounded, snooze
At 730am alarm clock sounded, turned on my ipod and looked at my emails, youtube account and facebook
At 7;50am got out of bed jumped in shower but deodorant on (the most important part of the day)
At 8:20am i hopped into my car to get to school, i was running a little late for my math class.
At 8:33am i got to class just a schmidget late
At 9:50am i got out of class and headed off to my, Math Strategy class.
At 9:55 i arrived at my class sat down and began the homework that i forgot was due that day.
At 10:00am class started
At 10:50 am i got out of class and walked of to the cafeteria
At 11:00 am i grabbed a muffin and a Snapple peach tea (delicious)
At 11:20am i headed to my class in ICE, it was history which i was very prepared for
At 12:45am I got out of class and headed straight home.
At 1:00pm i arrived home and ate some food.
At 1:30pm i was informed that my Mother had closed my savings account at empire bank.
At1:45pm i was relaxing in a comfy chair enjoying the wonderment of television
At 2:00pm I took a shower
At 2:30pm I finished showering, i like long showers.

Summary:
I woke up, went to school, came home, and showered.

Analysis:
So looking back on my day I can see straight of the bat "wow i really like hitting snooze" and i love laying in bed. I think i love just laying in bed because it gives me time to open my eyes and just kind of chiilax. but unfortunately laying in bed is probably why i was late to my math class. Hmm. I suppose i should probably get up earlier, I'm not saying this is going to happen, but it would probably help me to get to school on time sense i could replace that time laying in bed with getting ready for school. shoot i might even have time to eat some breakfast. That really sounds like a good idea, but i just really love sleeping.

Follow Gods will, Become a film director, meet my beautimous wife.

2% becoming a film director.
50% Following Gods will
0% finding wife.

Stuck with a Pink Ball

So i have a pink ball that i have just rested between the bottom of my monitor and the top of my desk, I continue to just stare at it because I'm trying to figure out what it is trying to tell me...

"young ball haw many times have you bounced" asked the boy
"at least 1,000 times in my life time" said the ball
"how many times do you think you will bounce in your lifetime" Asked the curious boy
"I wish that i would bounce all the way to the most infinite number in the universe"
How will you do that?" Asked the Boy
"I will bounce to space, where i can be forever in motion"
said the ball
"But that would just be one continues bounce."
yes a bounce that is never ending"
and with that the beautiful pink ball jumped as high as it could and then came speeding down to the hard asphalt the all was falling faster then it had every fallen before, It hit the ground with tremendous force!! and was shot off into the sky, above the clouds, past the blue sky, and into the stars.
Hahahahah.... what the crap did i just write.

At the end of my street

I would like to start this off by saying i do not live on the best street in the world its also no the worst but it could use some help ant the end of my street there was a man who lived in a house and he had gotten into some trouble with a gang (i believe) so one day a gang member came strolling up to his house placed an explosive in it and set it on fire. The man jumped out of the window, thank God, but his house was still basically on fire. so as you can see i do not live in the best neighborhood even just right down the street next to us a couple weeks ago there was a shoot out, on another street there was a huge gas explosion, and on another street there are like 6 registered child molesters. now on my street not much going on (that i know of) I mean yeah there are probably quite a few druggies and stuff like that but at least know one is throwing explosives into my house. so yeah you all should come visit who knows maybe a plane will crash, or maybe a drug lord will be arrested, or maybe we will get caught in the crossfire of a police shoot out. Its just like Branson you never know whats going to happen (i based that last comment off nothing) so i will keep writing. blah blah blah blah... i give up... no wait i do not give up! i will stick with it through thick and thin. I'm never leaving you! OK so i will probably leave you eventually. but not for a long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long time.

A Button

today i received a button out of a dirty shoe box OK so it wasn't that dirty but still, i got a button and on the button it said "Academic integrity" now i care very little for academics but one word did pop out to me and sense i only mentioned two words you probably know what its is , INTEGRITY!! This is a very confusing word or at least to me it is .. i believe i sort of know the meaning but i feel as though every time i see this word , integrity , that it means something that a lot of people just over look, i feel as though there is not a lot of integrity in this world today, not to say there is none, but i do believe very little. I'm not sure why i believe this maybe it is because i doubt that every one is naturally good and that they are taught to do evil.. i don't know.. that's a whole different subject completely. Integrity: hmm i believe it is ... um  i don't know actually, i just feel it is lacking in the world, but why do i feel that way if i don't even know how to put integrity into understandable words... now i am just super confused and wish that there was some tangent i could ride on to for the remainder of this assignment.. but alas now i long to understand the meaning of this integrity thing... is integrity like doing whats right even though everyone tells you its OK to do wrong? hmm i feel like that is close.. man in all honestly integrity sounds like some deep stuff... i mean when EVERYONE tells you its OK for you to do it a different way than the right way, and then you say "no that's not the right way!!" intense stuff.

I believe I AM BLESSED

Blessed, that is what i am , blessed. it is so hard sometimes for us to look at our life and say "I'm blessed" it is so easy for us to be discontent or unfulfilled  its a blessing just to know that you are blessed . I'm not sure exactly how everyone would put  this word "blessed"  I mean just take me for example when i think of blessings i think of LOTS of money or being cured from a horrible disease. but a blessing is so much more than that. Think about your morning. I'm guessing today most of us woke up on a bed maybe a few on a couch... wow what a blessing there are a lot of people who don't do that they wake up on the side of the street or in there cars..or here is a hard one my job is a blessing. that is very difficult for us to swallow especial those who have difficult jobs. I have a job and it is such a blessing that someone would hire me and then pay me to work for them so that i can make money and provide for myself that's a huge blessing. Each day i wake up and i have cloths that fit, running water, a house to live in, and a car to drive they may seem like the "bare necessities" but actually these are all huge blessings!!! and yet we wake up saying "I'm so tired, why is life so hard, i need a bigger house, i don't want to fill up my car, now i HAVE to go to work!!! you don't HAVE to go to work, you GET to go to work. you are BLESSED!!

Rings Have Power

So one day in English  class i was given a pink, heart, ring and told " this is your prompt" but i am not quite sure what this ring prompts me to write... I suppose that when i look at this wring i see a heart which (just like a little child) reminds me of love. a ring is a HUGE symbol of love! i mean just think about it. when a man (or women) proposes to there significant other they present them with a ring, and that ring means , I want to spend my entire life with you because i can't imagine life without you. that is some serious stuff... i almost feel like i should fear the power of this wring. "one ring to rule them all" haha Lord of the rings...this ring looks nothing like the Ring of Power ... it looks a like a little girls dress up accessory .. hahaha i want to talk more about Lord o the Rings.... but I'm not exactly  sure what to say... but i guess anything would have been better that that last sentence.. rings are some powerful, dark crap!! and there ain't no getting around it... and yet we just admire them and wear them disregarding all we have been taught by J.R.R Tolkien!! are we so blind that we cannot see our own destruction ? well but then again i guess seriously we can't... ok so that's not entirely true... i think we can .. i know that i can... i a can see what is pulling me down a road that i don't want to go down.

I believe

I believe in Jesus Christ
I believe Jesus is the son of God
I believe I can do all things
I believe that my dreams are achievable
I believe I have a purpose
I believe there is more to life
I believe I can finish college
I believe i can make a feature film muovie
I believe everyday is a gift
I believe we are not guarented tomorrow
I believe each day i wake up its becvause of God
I believe God has a plan for me
I believe I will get married, someday.
I believe the sky is blue
I believe I can fly
I believe in the trinity
I believe life could be harder
I believe I AM BLESSED

summary

peeps in bunny form, blue, yellow, purple, green, swirling, lines, what looks like a "B", waves, marshmallows, and jelly beans underneath the marshmallow bunnies.
It makes me feel like its the week of easter.
 because it has easter colors  and bunnies and all that jazz! Oh and jellybeans! Jellybeans always remind me of easter ( thats the only time we get them).

One Glance at a pic

9/17/12


My Photo of me. Hmm i imediatly see the AWESOME abandond factory that me and my friend danny went to to film a music video ( though the music video wasn't that nice the factory was Awesome!!) haha my wavy hair, all the grafiti on the back walls, and a faint smile eminating from my face. It looks like a very gritty photo. A very intese look as though im looking into something deep, and not to shabby lighting!! heck yeah!!
concrete walls left with the remnence of the past, sky lights that actively let in the sun for all the workers to see. This Image makes me feel EXCITED!! haha It makes me feel like i am living in the aftermath of an apocoliptic world, and i kind of like that. Why does it make me feel that way, because walking through this beaten down factory you can see the remenece of times gone by, you can see where some of these people may have worked at and you can see some of the tools they used to get there job done.While me and my friend danny were walking through this waste land we saw a huge machine of some sort, probably the size of a car, hanging from the second floor just a few feet off the first floor ground!! my initial thought was "how has that not already fallen...and what is holding it up" though i found no answer to my question i think the mystery intrigued me more than the answer. there were burns in the concrete and glass on the floor where perhaps a riot took place (though there was no real indication of a riot and it was probably just a bunch of crazy kids i still like to belive it was a riot.