It Gets Real

STRESS!! i really don't have a lot of that... i cope pretty well... but there is one thing that is driving me nuts. a couple of weeks ago i was asked by a group of "youtubers" to join them and start making little vlogs for their channel. I want to do something fantastic something awesomely wonderful but nothing comes to mind. honestly i just need to get infront of the camera and start talking but i just haven't. I told them that i would try to have a video out by Friday... well today is Friday... so i suppose i may fail at that. now I'm thinking i could get it out by Sunday ;) that's not to bad i guess... i just need to do it :) anyways that is what has really been bothering me :) other than that its my finals week next week which means i will be done with school for the semester!!!! YES!!! IVE BEEN SO WAITING FOR THIS!!!! I CANNOT WAIT TO END THIS RIDICULOUS JUNK!!! then i can just relax, chill out, and focus on what I (emphasis on I) deem important!!! kind of tired of all the "well you need to do this and you have to do that" i can't wait to just have me and Christmas to worry about ;) that is going to be awesome!!!  today is my last day in class and next week i should only have Monday -Wednesday!! AND THEN I'M FREE!!!! Just 2 more semesters of pointless classes and then finally i can fill my head with film.

Disgusting Cards

I never want a credit card! Seriously i never want one! the only reason i would get a credit card would be to boost my credit! but other than that i don't ever want one, and if i got one i would only use it if i new i could pay it off with out any outrages interest accumulating on it! i personally just see it as a trap! shoot i don't even want to get a mortgage! i know that i will probably never have a house i f i don't but that doesn't mean that i want a mortgage ! i don't want to borrow money period! from anyone! i would rather just save up and pay for it all at once!no matter what it is whether it be a t-shirt a radio a camera a car or a house i NEVER want to borrow money! it just worries my ! i mean when you borrow you normally end up paying back like 3 times what you borrowed!! and if i couldn't afford to by what i want ed to buy how can i afford to pay 3 times the amount of that!! i mean yeah i understand that its all just time and stuff and sometimes you need something right now like a car part or a new roof. I'm not saying that borrowing money is the ultimate evil and I'm not saying that i will never borrow money all I'm saying is that i will hold of borrowing money for as long as i can . i would rather just wait a little longer and pay it with my own money that i have worked hard to get!

Just a Little Unique

Well I'm not so sure if anyone knows about this but i talk mostly with my hands. In fact i have almost forced this upon myself because i like doing it so much. at my work i make mental notes to make as many hand gestures as i can. I GO OUT OF MY WAY TO MOVE MY HANDS!!! i guess its aways been sort of kind of prevalent in my life, but it was when i started working at chick-fil-a that it really started to take off. I don't see this as a bad thing, people are entertained by my hand movements and that's why i try to make a mental note to keep doing them. I am so elated when i find a new hand movement that i can keep on doing!!! I see it as a way to keep my sanity, either that or it proves that i have none :) no matter the case i will continue to move my hands in ridiculous fashions even if I'm just taking someones order :)

From a Bagel's Eye

It was a nice fresh day, I had just been born in the shop which i now lived. on my first day I was glazed and sat in a nice warm place so comfy! not much longer after that i was adopted by a nice man. he paid the 1.25 for me and signed my adoption papers (the receipt) and away we went, but there was something very strange about this man. He wore a nice black suit with a solid black tie. I tried not to pay much attention to it but i couldn't help thinking there was something very strange about my new family. As we walked down the street i noticed another man dressed in exactly the same manner. He was holding a suit case and as we walked by all of a sudden my father (the man who bought me) had the suit case in his hand. That's when it dawned on me my father was a secret agent! he took the suit case opened it up in side i saw the Presidential seal along with many fancy spy stuff. My dad took a bit out of me and i kind of chuckled under my breath. Then out of no where this pigeon comes up and sits on the bench next to me and my dad. My dad is such a sharing guy, so he took a piece of me and kind of threw it to the side of the bird, but the bird was unfazed it did not want a piece of me it wanted all of me. frantically my dad tries to shew the fiend off but he was persistent. Finally my dad threw me to safety and i landed softly on the side walk, but now there was a bigger problem the pigeon had jumped into my dads spy suit case. Me and my dad just kind of stared at it, then all of a sudden it jumped and then it jumped again chasing my dad around the bench and then seeing an Innocent by stander start chasing her as well. Thank God she was fast. Just when we thought the worst was over a laser shooter appeared out of the suit case and began shooting at my father. "Watch out dad" I screamed as my dad took cover behind a door way. finally thinking that my dad is safe, but then two rockets come out of the side of the suit case and it takes to the air like a fighter jet shooting everything in sight cars bystanders, and most importantly my dad! He jumped out of the way of the lasers flying just over his head. He landed right next to me, and i cold see a light bulb turn on in his head. he was going to use me as bait to get the pigeon out of the case. so he picked me up ran straight into the street and began to dangle me in front of the case. slowly and gently the case landed and out peeked the head of the pigeon. my father wasn't truly going to give me up he was just using me as a distraction. they stood there in a dead lock. Slowly my dad begins to walk forward trying to get to the case. The pigeon noticed and shut the case and pulls out the laser cannon. He waved at my dad to set me down and walk away, But my dad is smart. He threw me straight up into the air! the pigeon peaked his head out o f the case and threw the top open. my dad ran straight for the the devious bird and scared it out of the case. as i fell i landed right in the middle of the case hitting a big red button, then everything went dark. so i just sat there wondering what might have happened i figured that i had landed in the case and it had shut on me. as i sat there i heard the most horrible sounds like a rocket taking off. then all of a sudden it felt like the case was flying! finally after several minutes the case opened up and there i went flying straight out of the case into the big blue sky. I began to fell and as i fell i saw my father flying straight towards this huge rocket. finally i landed once again safely on the hard sidewalk and as for the pigeon well he became like my uncle... what a crazy day.

Conflict

So the other day i got this AMAZING game! its just a small game game called HALO 4!!! Its freaking the best love the sauce out of it! but i have a major conflict. let me just explain a little, so in the original halo you are a super soldier called a "spartan" and as a spartan you get awesome armor suit very cool! and as you progress through the halo games the suit does change but mostly just graphic wise and any major changes in the suit are compensated by a smooth storyline explaining why when and how the changes came about, BUT they did not do so in halo 4! they simply gave him a completely new totally different looking suit for no discernible reason in the ending of halo 3 Master Chief (The super soldier spartan that you play as) walks into a cryo chamber with one suit on, and in halo 4 Mater Chief walks out of that chamber with a completely different suit on. Where is the consistency!!! This isn't some pompous magic show! This is HALO!!! one of the better video game story lines that use to do its best with staying consistent and explaining any changes!!! THIS IS A HUGE CONFLICT FOR ME!!! but i still love the game :)

The Game Developers point of view
Halo 4 was originally made by a company called Bungie they made 5 halo games in all (halo 1, 2, 3, Halo ODST, and Halo Reach) After making halo reach i suppose they decided to stop and hand the torch over to another game studio called 343 Studios. 343 has now taken over the Halo franchise. writing a whole new storyline, making up new characters, new enemies, redesigning the sound, and yes redesigning the LOOK! 343 does not want to stray away from halo but simply make these new halo's there own! quite a difficult task if you ask me. there have been many changes (mostly in the look and design of characters) but for the most part there is no denying that this is halo! the suit that the Master Chief walks out with is not a different suit it is still the Mrk 6, but it is how we see the mark 6, the best way i can describe this is like the cartoon Tom and Jerry there were several different animators and they all drew them a little differently but it was still Tom and Jerry.

Third point of view
I don't understand. why is this upsetting? Its just a video game its all about cool looks and blowing up stuff! why would this bother you so much? Its not even remotely important. its just a video game man, chill!

About The Place I Would Rather Be

The place i would rather be is quite quaint just a small little cabin with big windows to let the sun shine in, it is not like a log cabin its a little more contemporary It doesn't sit on a mountain side but rather close to one, and on the other you can see the ocean. Its green all around as far as the eye can see with not so much mountains but hills the from where we stand in the cabin you never see the ground go flat it is forever billowing together like the ocean waves it is not exactly sunny but rather it is just faintly overcast which really brings out the lush vegetation all around us. right beyond that mountain range there is a valley with no trees as far as the eye can see, and very off in the distance you can see faint shapes of the mountains trying so hard to be seen. our cabin is warm due to the wood stove we keep in the main room, and there is a beautiful kitchen.

I see a big window and outside of that window are the lush green hilly lands of which i spoke and just to the left of those hills is the ocean crashing upon the sides of a cliff.

I can hear wood burning, and crackling, and the ocean waves roaring. and the occasional whisper of wind as it glides down the mountain past my cabin.

The floor on which i stand is smooth wood with a splinter here and there. on that is a white rug which is soft, soft enough to sleep on ;) the walls are textured like a ceiling with little bumps in them.

Would you rather

would you rather appear as Yasir Arafat when you look in the mirror or have Darth Vader's theme song play every time you entered a room

wow this is a hard one for me...as cool as i think it would be to have Darth Vader's theme as my own, i fear i would grow very tired of listening to it every time i walked into a room, in all honesty these bother sound equally horrible. Only one truly has a distinct loop hole. and that is with the Yasir Arafat one, Because you have to look into a "mirror"  so technically i could look into a camera or something to, and do whatever i needed to do there, and on the plus side if i carried around a mirror i could really freak some kids out! I believe the Yasir Arafat has more upsides to it than down sides! so with out a doubt I would choose that :) whew much better choice than leaking paprika ;)